Filed under life in general

La Semana

A few knuckle-heads (ha! Adults? Kids?) made it a tough week. Those moments and memories have a tendency to melt away though, as I embrace positivity:

-Super proud of 3-4 former knuckle-heads who are clearly pushing themselves in order to pass my classes.
-Read one of the more explicit passages in Always Running today, to the joy of my students. Hilarious, especially since I forgot we were going to read that part until it was happening. AWKWARD.
-Enjoying “running club,” even if it’s just a handful of students who participate.
-I <3 [many of] the people I work with! Time spent together in that crazy building and decompressing outside of it, it's all good (see below).
-Working out, etc. etc. I went for a good night run on Monday and I only thought I would get abducted for about 1/2 a mile! Lack of street lights = terrifying.

This weekend:
-Looking forward to celebrating Julie at her bridal shower <3
-Finished Hunger Games and plan to keep devouring Catching Fire… audibly.
-Possibly going dancing tomorrow? Haven't gone since NYE and looking forward to the prospect of a slightly less crowded dance floor, if I manage to make it out.
-Also: I do love wine, cheese, and charcuterie! Not to mention 10 Things I Hate About You.

Tidbits from the week:

Clarification

Thanks for the texted concerns, loves! Some clarification:

Life is lovely!
I love listening to Hunger Games
The only thing that was BLOWING about last night was my weak girl-push ups.

Hurrah!

The cure for everything

Bar Method +
Beach Run +
Jay-Jay +
Vampire Weekend =

The cure for stress, disappointment, boredom, sadness, anger, it all, et al.

INIQUITY INEQUITY

This week, I am livid with anger and disappointment.

My heavy frustrations boil down to two almost-identical words.

So similar in spelling, and so similar in their description of an inherent brokenness.

Harsh inequities that mar the success of a small urban school and try to break down every fighting effort put forth for our kids and by our kids.

Stark iniquities that gain on relationships and threaten all that could be well in this life.

confusizzle

life be interestin’

Surprises & Fitness

Ways my mom surprised me today:
-”I want an iPhone.”
-”Do you know who this woman is?” [pointing to a photo of Sarah Jessica Parker gracing a magazine cover] “I asked the doctor if I could take this magazine, because I was reading about her and she reminded me of you.”

Workouts I’m excited to try:
-The Bar Method Long Beach
-Crossfit Long Beach
-Donations-only yoga studio
-Free yoga on the beach

Adios 24hour Fitness! If only you actually offered classes… you know… 24 hours a day. Or at least early/late enough to accommodate my work schedule. I’m will be paying a lot more money to work out very soon, but I’m excited to get in killer shape. Ha, and if I fail at that, I guess I’ll be saying hello again to 24.

Ain’t life alright?

Perhaps I did not ring in the new year on quite the right note and hey, I may not have a voice right now (virus), but still–life is alright, isn’t it?

Exciting ‘business trips’ coming up for work–one to visit a small district in San Diego County and talk to them about what they’re doing to support teachers, and a high-profile convening in Arizona to discuss teacher effectiveness. I feel humbled and honored to be given these opportunities!

My new dog (name is still TBD) has brought me so much joy! I think that all of the time I used to spend being sad I now use to play with him and clean his pee up off of the floor. I think it’s safe to say that I get to keep him, so a name is certainly on the way! I’m taking him to the vet/humane society soon to get all taken care of, so once those bills are paid I’ll officially consider him mine. I love him love him love him. He’s so tiny and he has an equally tiny bed that he’ll drag around to be close to wherever I’m at. Washing dishes? He’ll be by the sink. Sitting down? He’ll bring it next to my chair. Also, he’s been spotted playing with spaghetti wrappers and a piece of corn husk tamale-wrapper–any dog who loves these two things is clearly in the right house.

I used a sick day yesterday to visit the doctor and nurse my voice, but still went in early to set things up for a sub. 8 o’clock came and went and my sub was running late, so I stayed with my kiddos, some who said (I kid you not) “noooooooo” when I whispered to them that I’d be out soon. I also got a strange amount of compliments on my appearance that day (beanie to hide my bed head, torn UCLA sweatshirt, leggings, and uggs… not to mention makeup left over from the day before). I must admit, I was hoping to be out before my students saw me because I felt like a BUM, so it was an unexpected ego-boost.

I’m so excited just thinking forward to the things coming up these next months, small and large. From movies I’m excited to see and books I’m hoping to read, to birthdays I’m excited to celebrate and Julie and Ryan’s wedding, to SNOW! Winter Camp (not that I actually know if I’m going) and Mammoth… and man… SPAIN! I have things to look forward to up through the beginning of April and that is fabulous.

2012 is brimming with promises of joy in the simple life as I spend time with friends, stick to my budget, save, and pay off my student loans.

Reality sets in.

Hi, 2012.

It seems it’s time to get back to reality.

Meaning: Time to go back to work. Time to STOP kidding myself about cheap thrills!

Time to let someone more powerful than me lead my life, lead me through the battles, and lead me toward green pastures.

Time to get super busy but still… seek out balance.

2011, what a year!

The year, in photos and videos:

The year, in blogging:
A New York City subway train holds 1,200 people. This blog was viewed about 3,800 times in 2011. If it were a NYC subway train, it would take about 3 trips to carry that many people. Click here to see the complete report.

In 2011, I:
-Visited 2 countries, 3 states, and 4 California cities
-Completed my 2nd year of teaching, began my 3rd year, obtained 2 other roles at my school site, and 2 policy-related jobs within the district
-Bought a new car
-Became single
-Lost 10 pounds
-Lived in a humongous house that was used for filming (a music video, an independent film, and a TV series episode)
-Moved back to Long Beach mid-year
-Saw my mother through two successful surgeries
-Turned 25
-Got good at snowboarding
-Gained 5 pounds
-Dated casually

Favorite Articles of the Year
The articles that explained (a tiny piece of) my world to me in 2011:
“Where Have the Good Men Gone?” by Kay S. Hymowitz via Wall Street Journal
11 Things to Know at 25(ish)” by Shauna Niequist via Relevant Magazine.
“Extraordinary is not enough: Yes, we need to get rid of bad teachers. But we can’t demand that teachers be excellent in conditions that preclude excellence.” by Ellie Herman via Los Angeles Times

Favorite songs this year:
These were’t necessarily released this year. They’re just what I listened to over and over again!
Alsatian Darn” by Pandabear
Black & Blue” by Miike Snow
Drop the World” by Lil Wayne
Instrumental” by Lupe Fiasco
Kick, Push“/”Kick, Push 2” by Lupe Fiasco
Ms. Hill” by Talib Kweli
M79” by Vampire Weekend
Ottoman” by Vampire Weekend
Pursuit of Happiness” by Kid Cudi
Soundtrack 2 My Life” by Kid Cudi
Superbass” by Nicki Minaj (inspiration for halloween costume)
We R Who We R” by Ke$ha
Will Do” by TV on the Radio

In 2012, I plan to:
-Complete year 3 of teaching and begin year 4
-Apply to something, be it a fellowship, a job, grad school, the circus, etc.
-Pay off two of my student loans
-Not buy unnecessary clothing
-Buy an ipad/ereader
-Go to Spain
-Get better at snowboarding
-Exercise more
-Keep my budget
-Turn 26
-Be happy.

food food food food

Week 2 is going much better thanks to:

Bake n’ Broil
OB Bear
Starling Diner
Hot Java
I Luv Sushi
Homemade pumpkin pancakes
Homemade beef stew

And thanks to:
Family, friends, & productivity.

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