honestly
between dinner with julie
tons of fun celebrating sally’s birthday
eating yummy banana walnut pancakes w/ alex and andrew
getting cheap & lengthy massage/reflexology treatment with my love
celebrating my mommy
i have appreciated this weekend so much, especially in the face of the intense stress and pressures i have felt for the past few weeks.
i just wish
that i was able to remain emotionally stable throughout my hard work weeks
[is it my responsibility for this to happen?]
because my insecurities tend to reveal themselves in the midst
of times that would be best spent enjoying life
rather than freaking out over little things.
