5 days.
5 days separate me from Spring Break!
The week before Winter Break taught me to expect this week to be a rough one. But that’s okay.
This weekend was lovely one, full of excellent food and interactions. From my triple chocolate mocha on Friday afternoon to my cafe au lait this evening…
~kbbq on Friday with a group of friends that I’d been aching (yes, aching!) to hang out and eat obscene amounts of beef with for a long time. Conversations that showed me I’m not alone in my hopes, joys, and insecurities toward love and towards friendship.
~Saturday morning… worked saturday school… let’s not focus too much on this 
it went fine.
~lunch with my parents saturday
~redeemed my vday gift from Andrew – we got massages! fun & relaxing though i’m not sure either of us are convinced that deep tissue is for us
~dinner at open sesame – yummy food, strawberry blonde, and a stroll down 2nd street
~500 days of summer + season 3 of himym for $20! and watching 500 days w/ Andrew
~lbfc for the first time in ages, so good to see people!
~alice in wonderland themed birthday… so lovely!
i am blessed.
yet despite these blessings and joys, i feel something eating away at me, at my happiness, and i don’t know what it is. i’m devoting the remainder of my evening to introspection, and i hope i come up with something good.
