Super big vegas update/beginning of the new year post never seemed to come through. This Winter break was probably my most jam-packed (yet still very restful) that I’ve ever had. I laughed a lot, I cried a lot, I I learned a lot, I worried a lot, I enjoyed my time a lot… I enjoyed time with people and I just wish I could have spent more time with some people. I am so grateful for everybody in my life right now at the start of 2009 and I am curious to see what this year will hold for me. Looking back to the beginning of 2008, I had no idea of everything that was ahead of me (good, bad, scary, sad, exciting, thrilling, upsetting, amazing), and… I don’t know. 2009, here we go.
The hold that evil has on this world has become very apparent to me recently. I hate when it finds a place to reside in me, I hate when it plagues memories, I hate the pain that it causes. I don’t really know what else to say here because I have a lot to process and think about. Hmm.
I have so many apprehensions about my upcoming assignments, projects, and student teaching. But I feel a bit more hope and calm right now realizing that I am working with great teachers and that it is okay if I am not perfect from the start. But when I am not thinking and processing on overcoming the evil int his world… a lot of thought will probably be dedicated to grad school/teaching stuff.
There are a few people out there who I love love love… and I the rest of my time will probably be dedicated to thinking about these people and love love loving them.
