I keep going back and forth between being sure this is where I’m supposed to be and what I want to be doing… and then feeling inadequate, exhausted, in over my head.
I think the early mornings wouldn’t be as bad if everybody else had them too… Also if everybody else had zero stamina left like me to hang out at night. Because I feel granny status. I suppose wishing everybody else had to stay in is selfish though. And eventually everybody has to grow into an adult schedule. I just wish I wasn’t about to call it a night at 10:45PM on Thursday night.
Hopefully it’s just an adjustment time. And not a preview to the rest of my life!
whine whine whine. complain complain complain. lame lame lame.
lucky lucky lucky. blessed blessed blessed. thankful thankful thankful.
