the secret blog

“If I told you a secret
You won’t tell a soul
Will you hold it and
Keep it alive

Cause it’s burning a hole
And I can’t get to sleep
And I can’t live alone
In this life
So look up, take it away

And you stand at the crossroads
Of highroads and lowroads
And I’ve got a feeling
It’s right
If it’s real what I’m feeling
There’s no make believing

So take me, don’t leave me
Take me, don’t leave me
Baby, love will come through
It’s just waiting for you” -Travis aka Garden State Soundtrack.

Not entirely ‘secret.’ But semi. More importantly, thinking about secrets. And unspoken wishes. And the need to somehow be able to trust God if those secrets are never revealed and those wishes can’t come true. But I think (hope?) they might.

And I really need to cancel this domain and move into the realm of actual secret (or limited) blogging, because this? This is me needing an outlet, and sharing too much of myself and being more vulnerable than I ought to be to an open audience. Sorry.

2 thoughts on “the secret blog

  1. imuj says:

    NO! I like reading about your life! Is that creepy? lol

  2. Esther says:

    Haha not creepy at all, especially since its mutual!

    I think that you and other people who I KNOW read this would still be allowed to read. It’s just the lurkers that I’m not so cool with, ya know?

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