I forgot to cancel my webhosting stuff before it renewed itself again, so here we are.
This past month has been one of the hardest in a long time. Between people leaving this earth, others falling into sickness, having both of my parents come face to face with serious medical conditions, having hundreds of dollars go to waste, getting fat, feeling lost amidst everything, being in debt, being attacked/intimdated, trying to tie up loose ends, and trying to melt away from it all… I am more stressed out, worried, upset, sad, and scatter-brained than I have been in a long time. While all of this is upsetting, I know that there is some reason that everything is happening as it is right now. My hope is in that I will grow through all of this, and that I will not be forgotten, things will resolve in some way or another.
Only a few more days till the end of July. I am ready to kiss away the ugliness of this month away and leave it behind! Bring on August! I do not see how it could match up to last year’s August, but who knows? Maybe it will be a pleasant surprise.
Everything that has happened to you is unforgettable. BUT, you came out of that and you will become a stronger person. You have passed that dip or block in the road of life and things can only get better from here. You haven’t done anything horrible in your life (because you are nice, respectful, and caring) and I am sure god is watching over you. You deserve much love and happiness.