I am thinking that…
I like weekends and weeks that make me realize how much I love Long Beach and the people that live there.
But.
I do not like the feeling I get when I am suddenly second-guessing my Summer choices. Wanting to drop all of my classes and spend the Summer in Long Beach is a bit extreme, but I may end up dropping one or two. I would not mind that.
I also love nights when I realize that some very genuine friends have been made here in Los Angeles. It’s basically what keeps me going through the days when I feel like I do not belong at this school or in this city. I sincerely hope that I have been able to do the same for them when they’ve been in my situation.
Lots of exciting stuff happening over the next few weeks! A lot of it is bittersweet…
- more friends graduating, yay!
- finishing my first year at ucla!
- moving to a new apartment (exciting, but I have definitely shed some tears over leaving these roomies/this apt)
- going to Catalina for a week (possibly)
- new classes starting soon=new chance to redeem myself as a student (though lets face it, probably not!)
- Manu Chao this weekend!
- Lotsa parties. We’ll see if I actually go to any.
- Undie run. Heh heh.
Spend your summer in LB!!!! Or not, school is important, yadayada.
I’m going to see you tonight…miss popstar!