Sometimes I find myself falling into old habits, and it really is frustrating.
I fall into habits of laziness where I let myself sit around wasting time for hours on end, even when I know that I have a lot of studying I would be better off doing.
I get ideas about skipping work for a day or two so that have more time to sleep.
Then I start to feel sorry for myself and start playing mind games to make other people feel sorry for me.
And then I write about all of it on my website, while putting off my reading, thus restarting the whole laziness cycle. Oops.
Not good!