It has been a while since I have written here! I am not even sure what I should say at this point.
Winter break has been amazing, but today I found myself wishing I had a packed and busy schedule, I found myself wishing I was stressed out! That is a strange thing to wish for, I do not know why I would want that. When I think back to my spring semester ’05, I am amazed with myself, I worked so much while having classes that were very difficult. I feel like I did not do as much this semester, even though I always felt so busy. I kind of want to work several hours while going to school this semester, just to prove to myself that I can. Plus, I guess money is nice too.
I am 5 days shy of working at my current place of employment for a year. That’s quite a record for me! Part of me wants to stay in the company and move up to the corporate level by the time I graduate, part of me wants out soon. Sometimes I am glad with the major I have chosen, sometimes I wonder if I should have gone into something more practical.
I have become a lot more stable recently, but sometimes I am still as fickle as ever.
