This equals about 20 Cigarettes. And plenty of harbor driving.
My temporary manager position started tonight, and already it has been kind of hectic. I’m starting to get antsy at the coffee shop because I have been there for six months now and I never stay at a job longer than that. Here’s to the next few nights and to hoping insomnia doesn’t set in.
I like the songs that Coldplay is coming out with right now. It’s kind of funny, looking back through the years to when I was about 11, I have gone through cycles of liking fast paced and loud music and liking mellow music, then back to loud, then back to not so loud. When I was listening to ska, pop-punk (not my proudest years), and emo/screamo (ditto), I thought that slow music was lame, but then when I am back to listening to slower things, I think that the loud music is silly and the people who are SO OMG INTO MY NEW ROCK CD are lame. I also think it’s a progression people have to go through. over all top 40 pop>> pop rock >> top 40 alternative rock >> pop-punk >> emo >> “indie” >> getting over it and just listening to things that are musically good. Nevermind about this paragraph.
Today my mom let me know that I will never work as a bartender. Good to know.
Oh, so I got my grades for this past semester.
Swim – A
Learn 11 – A
Group Communications – A
Special projects in communications – A
English 3 Honors – B
History 11 – C
So those were pleasing in a way, but the C was a dissapointment. I don’t think anybody understands how much I really hate the second half of United States history. I guess I should be glad that I never have to take it again, but I wish I could have gotten a B. An A in English would have been good too, considering I like English a lot, but at least it was an honors class. The’re good grades, but I don’t think they go well with my recent thoughts about USC. We’ll see what happens.
I believe that this winter I will either be going to the Bahamas, Mexico, or Hawaii, depending on if my parents decide to go on a cruise or what. It’s to celebrate my parents’ 25th wedding anniversary. At first I thought it was sweet that my mom wanted me to come along too, but then I realized it’s mostly because she does not want me walking from my car to my front door alone after work every night. And then I almost got annoyed, but then I figured that I couldn’t get too annoyed if I was getting an “island paradise” vacation out of it.
Pictures of my room soon, I promise.
Today was better, but I’m starting to worry about things at work that I probably shouldn’t worry about.
This weekend the owner, manager, assistant manager, and shift leader are going to a coffee convention. Me and somebody else are being given “manager roles,” and I am kind of freaked out about it. I mean, I am excited but I am not sure of what to expect. So that was on my mind today.
The other thing I should not be worried about but am is this employee meeting/ afterparty thing happening next week. It occured to me today that every single person that I work with is in a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship, a live in relationship, practically engaged, or already married. Everybody can bring a “guest” and I am going to be chilling alone… so that will suck. Maybe I won’t go to the afterparty dealy. We’ll see.
I wish a nice boy would ask me out in PERSON. I mean, I don’t really feel that this needs to happen right now, but like. Colin asked me out on myspace… why can’t somebody ask me out to tea in person? I may not be the best person ever, but I deserve an in person ask out. Goodness.
