Sunday was one of the worst days I have had in a long while. There were small moments of happiness, but for the most part I was miserable. I do not know why I am writing about it really, because I refuse to go in to too many details. I got into a (small small small) accident in a parking lot, which completely sucked… especially considering that I had gotten into another (small small small) accident in a parking lot on Saturday. My day had already been going downhill before the accident on Sunday though, the accident was just the icing on the cake. I haven’t told my parents yet about the second accident because accidents aren’t my thing! I never expected for me to really be in an accident, much less one that was my fault, and now I have caused two in a weekend. Hurray for dent resistant Saturns, boo for the easily scratched paint that they coat the cars with. Anyway, you can see how unfocused I am and how screwed up I have managed to become in the past week. I was crying while closing at work, I just felt helpless. Amy actually helped me close even though she doesn’t work there anymore and she was in the middle of a date. Love that girl, I miss her. At the end of the night I wanted to just fall asleep, but my mom did not want to let me sleep until I told her what was wrong, but every single thing feels so embarassing. Everything was so terrible!
Today was better. I went with my family up to the mountains, saw some places we used to go to when I was younger, had a nice time together, etc. We ate a delicious New York Steak dinner, and I watched Life is Beautiful again with my brother, it was as amazing as it was the first time I watched it.
My room is coming together nicely, but there is still a lot of work to be done. Pictures will be up once there is really something worth looking at.
that’s so weird.. i’m watching life is beautiful right now
ofy, im sorry to hear about your bad day! and im really sorry for not making it to IAG on sunday. i was having issues with my padre, and it came down to him not letting me go out on the account of him missing me (which was cute), but i still want some freedom. i feel like i haven’t spoken to you in aaaaaages, :/
hopefully things stay better! love you wise ofo.
that is wierd! i think i actually remember another incident like this between our journals. we must be linked.
Ofy, thanks for the text, sorry I didn’t reply back! Haha I kind of figured your dad might do that, hopefully next time.