I love how elated a certain guy can make me feel. I hate how worried thinking about the same guy can make me feel too.
I went to the Los Angeles Times/UCLA Festival of Books today. It was fun, I’m a nerd, so looking at books was a good time. I went to a discussion too… it was okay, not the best thing ever. It was presented well though. Afterward I stayed with some people from my English class to work on some research for our final projects at the Powell library there at UCLA. It was so good to finally feel a sense of direction with my project and get some books out that would help me with the project. It was also good to get to know some of the people in the Honors program more, it made me feel smart to talk with them (however dumb that may sound). In all honesty, it was a good day. Different than I expected it to be but still wonderful; some new friendships were formed and strengthened over coffee after it was all done with. I found out that my English teacher (he’s also the honors program coordinator) thinks that I would be good (along with two of the other people I spent time with today) to help organize things for the program next year. It was nice to hear that, I would not have expected him to say that, but it was encouraging.
2005 is turning out to be fantastic. I wish I could figure certain people out, but it’s part of the excitement of this stage of a relationship, right? Right.
