Today was real bitter-sweet.
The Sweet:
+YOU GUYS EFFIN RULE!!! It was crazy to see everybody, I hadn’t seen Robin, Sarah, Steph, Derek, or Mike since the summer! It seems like I’ve seen Ramany a little bit more recently but I’m not sure, it was good to see her too though, obviously! And of course it was wonderful to see Dani and Christina again! Everybody looked so great.
+Heather rocks my socks. We had a terribly awesome pop punk moment in which we sang old songs from our youth, err…. the youth being 2-3 years ago.
The Bitter:
-gosh everything else. I have this issue with people showing up to work in a bad mood, it brings me down WAY a lot.
-random girls that I’ve never seen before hanging around. bothered me for reasons I’d rather not state.
-people asking me strange questions. I don’t mind but I wonder why they’re asking these questions.
Oh, here’s something else that was bitter-sweet, though it was from yesterday:
You can just see the excitement on my face in the moments before I got the crap poked out of my ear. It was a wierd moment. And you can see the result of the crap poking. It wasn’t actually too painful so maybe it was more sweet than bitter. But one of my friends is already saying that she wants to go and get the same piercing and it bothers me because it ruins the point of having a unique on going ear piercing project. Or something.
Sorry, right now I’m feeling bitter.
I need to pack, I’m going to Oregon on monday. I think that the trip is bothering me too. I don’t want to deal with picking a college. If I like it up there, it’ll suck because I’ll have to leave. If I hate it up there, it’ll suck because I’ll have to stay.
Now a moment inspired by the beautiful Marisa’s myspace, because somehow, the videos she puts up always end up representing how I am feeling at the time ♥ :
So if you want to be with me
With these things there’s no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I’d rather be working for a paycheck
Then waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me.
Sup.
you’re sweet.
k….so new plan. one day we you, me, and heather should all request off and have a girls day…not just night. ha. it’ll be beautiful. old music favorites, food, and fun. love you dear.
i know you gotta love us! Dani and christina were going to see you and i figured ‘hey, esther didn’t get to have lunch with us, we might as well go for a surprise visit’. too bad i told everyone the wrong its a grind. But now i know, woo!
im uploading now! i sweaaaaaaaar.
have a good trip jimmy!
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have a good trip to Oregon
You’re still sweeter!
And it sounds splendid! When when when?
Well I’m glad you guys all eventually made it to the correct it’s a grind! It was real good to see you guys.
Aww moodies, I’m sorry that it was so much work! Thanks for being innovative and finding ways to get the picchas to me though, I appreciate it and love you fo’ it! I also love you for other reasons. Telling me about the turkey, for example, was wonderful.
Thanks!
I love you this [[[[[!
thanks
lollercoaster
i love you for “withyouallalong (9:44:41 PM): you can poke it too if you want”
and a safe trip. There are swirly roads, keep an eye out for snow! Stay warm!