Life is so crazy right now, school is sort of just in the back of my mind. There’s a big chance that my gpa is going to take a big drop this semester.
Everything is so exciting though. I’ve formed new friendships with co-workers/customers at work and we all hang out a lot. Our lives are open books, lots of things get asked, and they all get answered. We don’t really have lives outside of work… there’s a few of us who just go in on our own time and sit around talking to people who we know, studying, and helping each other close up the store (even if we’re not getting paid for it right then), and then we go to denny’s afterwards. Today after denny’s we drove back to its a grind and tried driving each other’s cars. It was fun to try and show Jenn how to drive a stick, she was so proud of herself, it was hilarious.
I drove an old bug today. Oh em gee, hardest thing ever. It was funny because you could tell Collin didn’t want to let me drive it but he let me do it anyway and he was freaking out the whole time. But now I can say that I’ve driven an old bug without killing myself.
We had a chinese firedrill on our way back to IAG, good times.
Tomorrow I am hanging out with Marisa, and I’m excited, we don’t get to hang out and talk so much because of scheduling. I forsee us having a “fat day” involving delicious food and sitting around ♥ It will be awesome.
I’ve enjoyed getting to reconnect with friends. I’m trying to be a better friend.
Everything is fun, but at the same time, my parents are not so happy with me right now, and I’m worried of what their… “upsetness” with me will lead to in the near future. And school is sort of on the backburner. I have about 7 or 8 short-essays (2 pages each) to do for history, notes on 5 chapters for history, a midterm paper for history, a short essay for english, and a midterm essay for english. Half these things are overdue. A quarter are due tomorrow. The rest are due on tuesday. None of the things have been done yet. Crap and I have to read this crazy book for english too.
I’m lost at sea,
The radio is jamming but they wont find me,
I swear its for the best
And then your frequency is pulling me in closer
Til I’m home.
And I’ve been up for days
I finally lost my mind
And then I lost my way.
I’m blistered but I’m better and I’m home.
And I will crawl, theres things that aren’t worth giving up I know.
But I won’t let this get me I will fight.
You live the life you’re given with the storms outside somedays all I do is watch the sky.
This room’s too small, it’s only getting smaller
I’m against the wall, I’m slowly getting taller here in Wonderland.
This guilt feels so familiar and I’m home.
And I will crawl, theres things that aren’t worth giving up I know.
But I won’t let this get me I will fight.
You live the life you’re given with the storms outside somedays all I do is watch the sky,
Somedays all I do is watch the sky.
I think I, I could use a little break, today was a good day.
I think I, I could use a little break, today was a good day.
It’s a deep sea on which I’m floating. Still I sink to think that i must…
Crawl, theres things that aren’t worth giving up I know.
When you can’t bear to carry me I’ll fight.
You live the life you’re given with the storms outside somedays all I do is watch the sky,
Today was a good day, today was a good day.
sorry for the livejournal overkill lately.
A break from school would be so amazing right now. oh, wait, I guess I am getting one. I need the summer though. 10 weeks left till then? I just need to pick it up until that time. But the thought of just having work and play, and not having to worry about school for three months?!? It kills me that I have to wait till then. I want to take a semester off. Problem is that I will never go back to school and I’ll be a coffee shop person for my whole life. Okay, I seriously need to stop writing.
18 and invincible, can’t wait to screw this up.
remember when i drove EJ around my block 230983082 times? and kept stalling? oooh yes, funny.
IAG. I so get it now. I saw mike’s comment on your page and I was just like.. IAG socks? I’ve never heard of that brand.. but now, I get it.
Haha, I remember I was all freaked out, but in the end I was just as bad as you were.
Ofy ofy ofy, I have to tell you something, it will probably amuse you because I’d forgotten something I’d done and it sort of reminds me of something you’ve done and yeah, we’ll be able to giggle together over something. yes, giggle.
The first few times I did stuff at the store like restocking the bakery case, I’d look at the boxes with the fresh bakery items and they’d say “IAG LKWD” and I was real real real confused. I didn’t figure it out until I was typing it somewhere and I used the same abbreviation without realizing it. And then it hit me.