I’m back home
We’re about to go to garden grove because my last grandparent is about to die. Her husband, my grandpa died over winter break when I was in sixth grade. I think it is because of this that I try so hard to get into a good Christmas mood, but nobody ever understands. I can’t enjoy this time of year even though I want to so much. I know I sound selfish right now, but I don’t want to think about how I’m about to go see my grandma in her last moments =(
I have to drive up to effin santa barbara afterward to drop my brother off at school.
Tomorrow I start school.
Today will suck.
welcome back
aw ofy..im sorry to hear of this bad news. im glad you’re back though! i kinda know what you mean though, my grandpa passed away right before thanksgiving…and that thanksgiving was hard to do when we were missing the man who was the reason we were all together.
things will get better though, time heals wounds, and be safe on your trip to sb! the weather here is..crappy. it’s been pouring for the past few days and there’s flash flood warnings.
today will suck.