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I was feeling sort of sick and out of it earlier so I took a nap for a few hours. Now that I actually should be sleeping though, I’m not tired, so I ended up watching The Notebook again. I think that it was better this time around than when I first saw it in the theater. It’s so sad but such a good love story!

I haven’t done any homework this week. And tomorrow is my last day of class for the week. I’m really being a terrible student but it’s hard to care. I don’t know. Next week I think I’m going explore another school option, because my dad’s birthday is coming up, meaning he gets the day off. We’re going to go look at a campus or two that I want to go to. I don’t want to say too much more until I get more information and find out if what I want is possible.

I hung out with Nathaniel today and it was real nice. We watched Saved by the Bell. That’s our new thing, I think. After that we went with Stephanie (his sister) and Jonathan (cousin) and got a bunch of ice cream from work for cheap. Thennn we went back to his house to play uno. Good times, yo.

Honestly, my mom doesn’t like for me to always be going there… she’s old fashioned and believes that the male should always visit the female and not the other way around. The other thing though is that she doesn’t like “how it would look” if the two of us are at my house alone (my mom doesn’t come home until 5ish and my dad doesn’t until 8ish), so it’s sort of hard to work it out. Until she comes up with a better solution though, she’s letting me go to his house, and it’s pretty fun. I enjoy hanging out with him and his family. It’s wierd though because sometimes Monica comes home and we don’t talk or make eye contact or anything. It puts us in a wierd situation but I can handle it, it’s not unbearable. I think we’re going to rent a movie tomorrow and watch it together… that’s the one thing I hate about work. I mean, I don’t mind that I only end up working two or three shifts a week (after all, it isn’t ice cream season anymore), but I hate that they always end up being on the weekends. I mean we used to usually hang out or go out on fridays or saturdays or maybe both, or I’d hang out with friends or have “me” time on those days and nights, but now I can’t. And sunday afternoons used to be for us too. Now it’s hard for me to hang out with friends and/or with Nate on weekends. It’s hard for me to get to his volleyball games, hard for us to have our orange county sundays, and it’s hard.

Nonetheless, I’m happy overall. My job doesnt actually take up THAT much of my time, I just have to shift my activities around. Besides, if Nate and I ONLY hung out on weekends, it’d be wierd to see him for three days straight and then go for five days without him. This way we get to see each other more regularly and we get to watch saved by the bell.

That’s basically what’s going on in my life right now. Jessica, Melissa, and I are still planning our NYC trip… Jessica and I will be booking our hotel at the Waldorf Astoria on friday, and we’ll probably book our flights and other stuff (Melissa was talking about going to a Giants game, plus we were thinking of doing a day drip to Boston or Philly). I don’t know what’s up with college except that for now I am unmotivated. Next week I am spending time with my Dad and I am excited about it. Nate and I were able to talk through some things last week, and things are going well right now.

I guess that’s enough tonight… I guess I wanted to get all of my thoughts out so that I won’t be thinking about them while I am trying to sleep, and this way I will be able to get some rest. Goodnight.