Posted in September 2004

Freakin a.

First of all, let me say that I picked up Nate from school, we went to In n out, and it was definitely a good time.

Apart from that, today has been kind of stressful.

I was supposed to meet with my instructor individually to go over a rough draft instead of going to class. My essay was actually pretty good, but then my printer wouldn’t work. Something with the surge protector back up battery thing… it was a pain. By the time I was supposed to be in my instructor’s office I finally gave up on trying to get it to work, and I didn’t go. It would have been pointless, because my appointment was the last one of the day, it was only 10 minutes long, it takes around 15 minutes to get there, and she wouldn’t be there when I arrived.

Apart from that, I didn’t make it to my second class. I had to go to the CSULB library to do research for this outline that Julie and I are supposed to do, which I have to do by myself. I mean, I am not actually complaining about having to do the outline by myself, because we had a lack of communication, and she did some work, and It’s fair for me to do it. But it’s a big mess.

I’m going to San Luis Obispo on friday. Wish me luck, I guess, because this is my chance at doing something different next year. I have mixed feelings about it, but I’m trying not to get worked up about it unless I get in. And I doubt that will happen, but I figure it’s worth a try.

Oh, and I think I will be going to the tbs show afterall. Christina scrounged around and found me a ticket, so yes, thankyou Moodies!

I’m going to go… lay down or watch tv or lay in a bubble bath or eat. If I had a tv in my bathroom I could do all of the above. Come to think of it…. I think I can do that. And I think I will…

No school tomorrow… whoopee!

I think I’ll sleep in, watch my 11am shows that I can’t watch anymore because of school, and… yeah.

I think I’ll try to get a haircut too, but I’m cheap. $50. But my hair looks retarded now so I guess I may as well.

Then later on I am going to hang out with Nate, but I am not yet sure what we’re going to do. I want to go to fingerprints and the buffalo exchange, so maybe he’ll go down to the seconds with me. I know I am going against my budget. Basically I suck. If I go to buffalo exchange though, it’ll be to look for a good coat for new york. And fingerprints… I need some CD’s and yeah. If I can get those things taken care of, it’ll save me a trip to hollywood. I mean, I love going there, but I just went a few weeks ago, and I am trying to save on gasoline.

I was thinking of scalping up some tickets for the October 15 taking back sunday show with Dani and Christina, but now I don’t know. Matchbook Romance is playing, I think, but I just… argh, I dunno. I might go to San Diego that day for the other show with this girl from my english class. Because I want to see The Starting Line, and she wants to see Yellowcard. And I wouldn’t mind seeing yellowcard again, I’ll just hope that things go better than they did at warped. We’ll see what happens though.

Last night I went to a buffet with Nate and Jonathan and they wanted to walk out on the check, but I felt bad, so we didn’t. Muahahahahaha. Then we went over to their uncle’s house for a bit, so that was fun. Then today I hung out with them again as well as Lana and Stephanie. Good times. It’s cool to be with people from my church who feel the same way I do, but at the same time, I think something needs to be done to fix the things which bug us all. I’m probably being a bore now though, so I’ll stop.

Today was crazy!

In the morning and afternoon I mostly cleaned and watched tv, but later on the fun started.

Nate came over to get me because we were going to go to subway together, but right before we left, my mom went into our new camper trailer majig and somehow set off a gas detector alarm. We were all trying for like 3 minutes to try to turn it off and after forever Nate figured out how, so yeah, that was the first thing.

We went off to subway, and after eating and all that, we went nextdoor to petsmart to look at fish. I’m not a big fan of fish and started to feel disgusted looking at them (I’m a whimp, lol), so we started to look at hamsters. I saw the cutest and smallest hamster I’d ever seen, and well…


.

I haven’t gotten a good picture of her yet (my camera’s batteries died), but yeah, that’s her. And she has the hottest two story house and bally thing to walk in, but no pictures of those yet either. She’s awsome though.

So Nate came to my house and helped me set up her house and all that. My parents were cool with it, but my mom was like… “aye hijita loca!” (or however you spell that… mejitah? mehita? something), haha. After all that I had to get ready to go to work.

Work was something else, let me tell you. I was going to DIE. There were so many people who I wanted to clobber or do something unhumane to! I saw a total of 5 people who I knew though, so that was cool. Three of those were Nate, Stephanie, and Cookie, so it was definitely a nice surprise to see them all =) Things got crazy though. One of our workers went home early because of I don’t know what, then later on another one cut her finger, so there were only three of us working at the end. 5 minutes before 11 (when we close) no less than twenty people walked through the doors, and I am not exagerating. I thought I was going to pass out, we were all complaining and hoping people would leave but nope. If anything, more people came in. Things were so crazy with just us, so we weren’t able to lock the doors until a bunch of people were in. We didn’t finish serving people till like 11:30 and it sucked. At the end these three guys begged to be let in, and we were all not wanting them to, but they said they’d tip us big. We were all still pissed because usually a “big” tip is $5, which isn’t that big divided by 4 people. It turned out that they were in a band that had just finished playing a show, and they tipped us $50! Sooo… we felt bad about being all bitter to them. But what can you do? That was in addition to what we’d already made in tips, so yeah, tonight was a good night for tips. Things were still crazy though, we had to wash dishes, close down the stone, count the cash drawers, stock the caramel and fudge bottles, divide the tips and do all that. Yeah, good thing we have cleaning people, because the place was a mess. I got home right around midnight, I think.

I guess that’s it for my crazy day. Things are good so far with all my pets. Amir hasn’t seemed to notice Haylie, so hopefully he won’t get any ideas about breakfast.

Enough, goodnight!

I was feeling sort of sick and out of it earlier so I took a nap for a few hours. Now that I actually should be sleeping though, I’m not tired, so I ended up watching The Notebook again. I think that it was better this time around than when I first saw it in the theater. It’s so sad but such a good love story!

I haven’t done any homework this week. And tomorrow is my last day of class for the week. I’m really being a terrible student but it’s hard to care. I don’t know. Next week I think I’m going explore another school option, because my dad’s birthday is coming up, meaning he gets the day off. We’re going to go look at a campus or two that I want to go to. I don’t want to say too much more until I get more information and find out if what I want is possible.

I hung out with Nathaniel today and it was real nice. We watched Saved by the Bell. That’s our new thing, I think. After that we went with Stephanie (his sister) and Jonathan (cousin) and got a bunch of ice cream from work for cheap. Thennn we went back to his house to play uno. Good times, yo.

Honestly, my mom doesn’t like for me to always be going there… she’s old fashioned and believes that the male should always visit the female and not the other way around. The other thing though is that she doesn’t like “how it would look” if the two of us are at my house alone (my mom doesn’t come home until 5ish and my dad doesn’t until 8ish), so it’s sort of hard to work it out. Until she comes up with a better solution though, she’s letting me go to his house, and it’s pretty fun. I enjoy hanging out with him and his family. It’s wierd though because sometimes Monica comes home and we don’t talk or make eye contact or anything. It puts us in a wierd situation but I can handle it, it’s not unbearable. I think we’re going to rent a movie tomorrow and watch it together… that’s the one thing I hate about work. I mean, I don’t mind that I only end up working two or three shifts a week (after all, it isn’t ice cream season anymore), but I hate that they always end up being on the weekends. I mean we used to usually hang out or go out on fridays or saturdays or maybe both, or I’d hang out with friends or have “me” time on those days and nights, but now I can’t. And sunday afternoons used to be for us too. Now it’s hard for me to hang out with friends and/or with Nate on weekends. It’s hard for me to get to his volleyball games, hard for us to have our orange county sundays, and it’s hard.

Nonetheless, I’m happy overall. My job doesnt actually take up THAT much of my time, I just have to shift my activities around. Besides, if Nate and I ONLY hung out on weekends, it’d be wierd to see him for three days straight and then go for five days without him. This way we get to see each other more regularly and we get to watch saved by the bell.

That’s basically what’s going on in my life right now. Jessica, Melissa, and I are still planning our NYC trip… Jessica and I will be booking our hotel at the Waldorf Astoria on friday, and we’ll probably book our flights and other stuff (Melissa was talking about going to a Giants game, plus we were thinking of doing a day drip to Boston or Philly). I don’t know what’s up with college except that for now I am unmotivated. Next week I am spending time with my Dad and I am excited about it. Nate and I were able to talk through some things last week, and things are going well right now.

I guess that’s enough tonight… I guess I wanted to get all of my thoughts out so that I won’t be thinking about them while I am trying to sleep, and this way I will be able to get some rest. Goodnight.

life is getting too tedious. i need to figure my mess of a future out before i give up all together.


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Wow, what a weekend!

So friday night, right before we closed down the shop, Dani and Christina came in to get ice cream. I thought that this was it for Dani and I before she left for college, so I was all ready to be sad and all, but then she asked me if I wanted to tag along with her family and Christina to drop her off at UCSB. Obviously, I wanted to. I scrambled around for like 15 minutes trying to figure out how to get people to fill in for me at work, calling my mom to ask for permission, and figuring out what in the world I was getting myself into. I went home to pack a bag real quick, and then I spent the night at Dani’s.

We left somewhat early the next morning, and pretty much had no traffic the whole way. We didn’t merge onto the 101 in los angeles and we didn’t catch up with Dani’s mom and the uhaul until we were almost to santa barbara. Once we got to the campus it was a bit confusing because there were a lot of people and a 10 minute unloading zone and shuttles and blah blah blah blah blah. Everything got figured out, we met one of Dani’s 2 roommates, and then we started unpacking Dani’s room. I was so surprised at how much we got fit into that room. A U-haul’s worth of things fit into her section of a dorm, shared with 2 people, probably about the size of Dani’s room at home. It was seriously amazing. Dani’s younger brother, Little (Matthew) was so cute! He was like “sister, are you sleeping over here at santa barbara?” We stuck around for a bit getting books and stuff for Dani, and then we all went to drop off the U-haul (which was an issue because they were packed and didn’t want to take the truck. They finally did, though).

After that we left to go get a hotel for Dani’s family and Christina and I. It ended up being real nice, ocean font view and everything. Dani had to go back to the dorm for a meeting, so Christina and I went to dinner at this pizza place with her family. Aaaafter that, Christina and I walked over to State Street to see some shops and stuff. We went through some side streets to get there and we saw some hookers and we thought this homeless guy was following us. But then he walked into a Bar. An expresso bar. You just know he must be evil, lol. Yeah, so we were pretty jumpy for a while. Eventually we got to the place where the actual stores and clubs and stuff were and we took some pictures at a costume shop. We went into this “spiritual store” and bought these forehead jewels because we’re wierd, lol. We went into a club for a while but it was muy lame-o so we left and went to the movies. Guess what we watched. That’s right. Garden State. Again. Shoooooo. And it was just as good. We got out of that and decided to head back to our room because we didn’t want to get in trouble with Dani’s parents. We were freaked out about walking back with the homeless people and were thinking of trying to get a cab or something. But then we saw these motorcycle cabs. So wooo we took one back to the hotel and it was real fun! Christina and I were all excited and extra tourist-y, lol. It was nice to not have to walk back though, it was kind of far.

So much stuff happened at the hotel that night. And don’t even start to get the wrong idea. It involved things like us fighting for toothpaste, me running out of the bathroom and having the door shut behind me, me hiding in the closet with plans to jump out when Christina came out of the bathroom, me realizing that there was a door to the bathroom from the closet, me “coming out through the wall” and freaking Christina out, and seeing her make the best face ever when I did that. You probably had to be there, but it was so great. After that we watched a random show, reno 911 or something? Yeah, we were watching it just like, wtf?!? But then they cut to a trailor park scene with this asian girl talking and then this white woman was making fun of her and it was so hilarious! Seriously, I’m still laughing about it! We probably fell asleep soon after, I don’t remember.

This morning Dani came over to the hotel around 9:30 or 10 or something and we went out to breakfast or lunch or brunch or something at this Mexican restaurant. Oh, but before that, Christina and I were trying to get into our room one last time, but we’d left the door to the balcony open, and these REAL strong winds were blowing into the room, making it impossible for us to push open the door. I tried one last time and rammed the door as hard as absolutely possible. Of course the wind stopped blowing right at that moment and I flew in and landed on the floor. Yeahhhh. Little was so cute though. When we passed by the DMV, he was like… “whoa, that’s the DMV? Whoaaa cool! I’ve always wanted to see a DMV!” haha, and then we passed by the dump with the dump trucks and everything and he was all “cool, I’ve never seen a dump before!” Anyway, after eating we walked around State St. a bit more, went to the pier for a bit, and went back to UCSB one last time.

Aye, it was hard.
At first it was just us meeting her third roommate and taking a few pictures, hearing Motion City Soundtrack and following it to the dorm of this guy who Christina and I are convinced is Dani’s future husband, and watching some extension cord reworking. I started to tear up but Dani was like “oooofy don’t cry!” so I tried not to but Christina and I started to tear up and cry and then her mom got mad at us, lol. Then Little was crying and Dani and everybody and argh, her roommate probably thought we were psychotic. It was hard though. Like really really. Christina and I agreed that going there made it a lot easier to say bye, because we got to see where she’d be, we got to meet her roommates, and we got to really have a good weekend all together. But still, it was hard. We were saying bye probably for 10 minutes and when we were leaving everybody was staring at us because we were the sniffling people. I think her roommates probably went through similar things though, because one of them had a twin she was real close too, and the other had a boyfriend who she had to say bye to, but I dunno. It was like 5 of us walking out teary-eyed. Anyway, when we were at the parking lot, we realized Dani forgot something, so we waited for her and she rode her pretty green bike out to get it from us, so we got to see her one last time and take one last picture of her on her perty bike =)

Then came the drive home… SO MUCH TRAFFIC IN SANTA BARBARA!!! It took us like 1.5 hours just to get past Montecito! When we were back in Long Beach, we were looking at this car with these black chicks who were all dancing, and Christina and I were just staring and laughing, then I pretended to dance too, and of course at that minute they looked up at me. Basically everybody in that car started to crack up and then Christina and I were cracking up too. When we were by my house Little said that it was so cool that I lived by a liquor store, and then I was home… it felt sort of wierd, like if I’d been gone for 2 weeks or at least the same amount of time that the camping trip was, but it was only 2 days. Anyway, I changed real quick and went to work. It was pretty laid back, so we only made $8 in tips, but hey, eight bucks is still eight bucks. Nate and his brother Elijah came in to visit me, so that was sweet =) I think I have a barbeque coming up for work in Chino or something. Reminds me of the OC.

So yeah….. that was my weekend. Christina and I are probably gonna try and go visit Dani soon.

Ofy, I hope you’re having a blast! Don’t go too crazy, or I’ll have to buy you that book we saw!

What you all want to see: PICTURES
sorry if they’re huge or something.
p.s. don’t be offended by christina’s forehead jewel. the chick at the wierd store we bought them from said that it was originally an indian symbol meaning eternal continuity? or something like that, lol.

This has been a wonderfully great day:

~hanging out with El Tink and Planning for NYC
~hanging out with Nate= spontaneous boat ride, 50 first dates, car wash =)
~work with Dani and Christina coming by and them getting free ice cream.

Now the randomness continues as I am off to Santa Barbara. Nateleys, I’m sorry I couldn’t tell you, but it was a decision made around 11pm tonight… I tried to call you a bunch (probably pissed off your parents), and you didnt come online =/ But yeah, I’ll call you during the day… I’ll be back sunday? Miss you!

my life is screwed up this week.

emotional breakdowns, a bunch of “what ifs,” and a few hard goodbyes.

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Gah, this day was so fun. We look funny in all of them, lol. Imma miss jou ofy! alkjs;lkjdg;ajk;jlkfreakin santa barbara, stealing everybody away =)

I hope you have a great day, even though you probably won’t see this till tomorrow or something =)

Happy Birthday Ofy!!!

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