ah, I suck! Sorry guys, everybody seems to be out of an internet mood recently, and I guess I have to admit that it’s passed on to me as well.
Lets see lets see…
I went out with Nathaniel again tonight. We saw Mean Girls. It was pretty funny. And different from what I expected. Things were wierd with me and him again though. There was some tension which went on that we didn’t really speak about, so that was a bummer. I don’t know what’s going on. But that’s nothing new.
Umm I think that Monica still hasn’t realized that I left her a message in her guestbook. I still want to hang out with her and talk to her, but once again, I don’t know what’s going on. We seem like we’ll try to make an effort to be the best friends we used to be, but then we’ve both sort of moved on. Ha. I have moved on but am still holding on. If that makes any sense. But yeah, she’s got Cindy and Ben, and I’ve got… people. I don’t know. But she’s not going to school with either of them next year… Cindy and Ben are both going to UCI, Monica’s going to CSULB. And while I know plenty of people who are going to LBCC, I’m apprehensive about it, because the people who I’m the closest to aren’t. Melissa, Mary, and Annie are the people who I know the most that are going to LBCC. They’re actually the 3 people I’ve known for the longest that I still talk to at Millikan. But Annie and Melissa have other people they’re close to and Mary… I dunno. I guess it’ll be akward. Anyway, my point is that with Monica and I being sort of wierd as far as companions at school, maybe we’ll be buddies again. I don’t want to plan on it though, because I don’t want to set myself up again for pain.
For anybody who hasn’t caught on, I’m officially not going to a university next year. Community college here I come. I picked up an application for the honors program today though, so at least I’m not commiting complete cerebral suicide.
I’m going to go apply for another job tomorrow. Carrow’s. It’s by my house and yeah, it’ll do. I might also try for the starbuck’s near my humble abode.
I do believe that Jessica (Tink) and I will be going to NYC this summer, for a week in July. If anybody wants to go, do let me know. Like seriously talk to me about it, so that you can be included in the planning. And… let me know soon, because we’ll want to make reservations and book flights within the next few weeks.
Prom is next weekend, and I don’t know how I feel about it all. I’m excited, but I just don’t know how it’ll go. I got a purse and a shawl for it, but the shawl doesn’t really match my dress, haha. So yeah, that’s going back to the store. And my mom and I are on a mission tomorrow to find a shawl. Jay!
Old Navy’s having some big tank top sale right now. I went, because I’m in love with Old Navy t’s, cami’s, halters, tanks, and all that. I got a bunch of shirts and some swim suit tops. I bought a lot but paid a little. Wahoo! There were still so many tank tops I wanted though. But you can’t have everything. Maybe after I start working…
Funny story: Today while Dani and I were having a lessonmajig, a wierd dude (I forgot his name) yelled “no soup for you!” (famous Seinfeld line for anybody who doesn’t know) to us… then Dani was all “how funny, I always say that!” and then I started to crack up, because I’ve never heard her say it, but I’ve said it to her a few times and she couldn’t remember me ever saying it. Okay, so maybe it’s not so funny. But it was at the time, I promise!
I believe that two weeks from now, everything of importance in my high school carreer will be over with, minus graduation itself. The weekend after finals (but before graduation) is when my family and I are going down to san diego. I hope to start working after that. And then I want to go down to the San Diego County Fair on the 25th of June to see mxpx. This is such a San Diego-y year for me!
Know what? Don’t ask me why most of this stuff wasn’t posted at oh-heck-no.net. Sorry for the rambling, but I’m too lazy to sort through which things should go here and which things on my blog.
Alright. Done.
